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by Natalie Inga

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1.
One more breath, one more sigh ,one more reason to cry One more breath, one more sigh One more time, just one more time, you’ve got to give it one more try I’m not broken, I’m just stiff I’m not hopeless, I’ve got a lot to give I’m not a failure just because I cry I might be sad and I might be angry, but I’ll give it one more try This is love, this is grace The child inside me searching for her place This is love, this is grace These are the dreams that I have lost, the empty space I have to face I’m not broken, I’m just stiff I’m not hopeless, I’ve got a lot to give I’m not a failure just because I cry I might be sad and I might be angry, but I’ll give it one more try These friends are comfort, they make me strong I told myself I could not fly but I was wrong We are one body, you are my wings When we come together we do unlikely things I’m not broken, I’m just stiff I’m not hopeless, I’ve got a lot to give I’m not a failure just because I cry I might be sad and I might be angry, but I’ll give it one more try So don’t say broken, no don’t say done I will fight, I won’t give in, I won’t lay down ‘til I have won I’m not broken, I’m just stiff I’m not hopeless, I’ve got a lot to give I’m not a failure just because I cry I might be sad and I might be angry, but I’ll give it one more try
2.
Stages 03:42
If you were an actor, if this was a play What kind of scene would we rehearse today? Would you exhale and stutter as you stared at the floor? Would you tell me you’re sorry as you head for the door? Would you tell me you’re sorry to leave me this way? What kind of scene would we rehearse today? If I were an actress, if this was a show If I could imagine how the scene would go I’d tell you I loved you right there on the stage The words would be written right there on the page I’d look in your eyes in the spotlight glow If I could imagine how the scene would go And as I grow, one thing I know, that life is like a show And friends come and go If I were the playwright and the story was mine A fairy would heal you and you be fine And you would be able to look in my eyes We would not be burdened by looming goodbyes And we would be able to make up lost time If I were the playwright and the story was mine They’re hanging the stage-lights, they’re learning the songs People are laughing, they’re making new bonds These moments are precious, they hang in the air It won’t be long until they’re no longer there And as I grow, one thing I know, that life is like a show And friends come and go (Doo-doo) If all of my loved ones from each passing age Were gathered together right there on the stage One ginormous chorus of friends we would be; An army of actors, my friends and me And I’d take a picture to store in my heart For moments like these, when we’re all far apart And as I grow, one thing I know, that life is like a show And friends come and go I will hang onto this moment, this treasured photograph Keep the warmth inside although these things don’t last Cause I will always love you and hold you in my heart For months and years to come, even when we’re apart Oohh Now I know, I also see my friends are here with me In my heart they’ll always be
3.
With a Hey-Ho I let you go, with a Hey-Ho (x2) Oh, I tie my heart up you see I gather up all the good you’ve done me I braid all the pieces of what we could be I set them to sail upon the sea With a Hey-Ho I let you go, with a Hey-Ho (x2) I lay me down beneath a tree I search my soul for where there might be A pocket of hope so that I might see A bright tomorrow for me With a Hey-Ho I let you go, with a Hey-Ho (x2) Forever I’ll hold your love in my hands I’ll bury this heartache in the sand I’m walking through a shadowland The Lord has more than sorrow planned With a Hey-Ho I let you go, with a Hey-Ho (x2)
4.
Letting Go 03:02
Letting go, though we don’t know when the light will come Letting go, though it’s slow, yes the light will come The door of the cage is open now, it’s only a matter of time Til we find our wings and fly We are in a Holy embrace no more fists, just an open palm, ah Something draws us back, we’re afraid to fly, we know this place so well No, no, no Run outside, lock the door, smash the windows, burn the house, run away, run away, run away… Letting go, though we don’t know when the light will come Letting go, so we can grow, yes the light will come Book the ticket, take the flight, close your eyes and make a leap, turn away, turn away, run away, run away… Letting go, though we don’t know when the light will come Letting go, though it’s slow, yes the light will come
5.
Those three words, simple and true I and love and you
6.
You lean into me, look right through me, you can fool me, I’m falling for you When you sing to me, you unglue me, you undo me, I’m falling for you When you come inside, in these blankets we’ll hide and pretend that the mornin’ ain’t comin’ I think that you’ll find in your sad state of mind that I’m a safe place to abide I’m a safe place to abide, I’m a safe place to abide… Will you pursue me, my mind’s gone gooey, we fall down, do we? I’m falling for you I think that we’ll find in the right place and time that we make each other alive The scene that I’m seein’ in all this daydreamin’ is you and me holding out You and me holding out, you and me holding out… You lean into me, look right through me, your eyes undo me, I’m fallin for you Maybe I’ll find that it’s all in my mind and moments like these come and go Maybe I’ll find in the passing of time, these memories are all long ago But I don’t know how to let go, no I don’t know how I’ll let go…
7.
If I were a fly I’d spy on you See all the things that you really do I’d hear all the words you speak at night I’d know who you are when there’s no one in sight And I’d whisper in your ear Just a small voice that you’d hear But which words would I say? I can’t change you anyway Way-oh! If I were a fly I’d follow you Stick to your side like super glue I’d buzz in your ear til you crawl into bed Then it’d be you who can’t get me out of your head But I can’t change your mind Fly or humankind So I’ll just pass on by No one loves a fly Way-oh!
8.
Niko 07:11
I remember the day your momma told me, told me that you were on the way I remember the look on her face; a look of fear and confident grace How she fought for you Cause she wanted you It’s a thing that mommas do I remember the weight of your tiny foot pressed through her skin and into my hand And I remember as your time drew nearer, I couldn’t wait To meet you in your tiny size To look into your brilliant eyes You were such a lovely surprise N-I-K-O I love the way you say my name,I love the way you laugh at our little game, because I know you, I’m not the same Darlin’ you are one of a kind, you’ve got the most brilliant mind, your heart is loving and kind Niko, it’s my favorite thing To see you grow your little bitty wings You’re gonna do great things N-I-K-O

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released January 29, 2014

Natalie Inga Gauthier -Guitar, Ukulele, and Vocals
Aaron Krogman-Drums, Vocals (Falling For You)
Sarah Penner-Piano
Paul Zacharias-Electric Guitar, Percussion, Ebow, Mandolin
Heather Zacharias-Accordion, Mandolin
Keith Hamm-Violin
Rachel Peacock-Flute
Melissa Dorsey-Upright Bass
Bryan Allsopp-Trumpet
Ryan Schroeder-Banjo
Alix Cowman-Ukulele and Vocals (Those Three Words)
Travis Friesen-Vocals (Gather Up the Good)

All songs written by Natalie Inga Gauthier
Album photos/design: Kelsey Krogman

Produced/Engineered by: Paul Zacharias @ doGhouse Studios (Akokiniskway Gallery in Rosebud, AB)

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Calgary, AB

Puts the pen to the page, the melody to the thought, and joy in asking life's big questions.

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